Sad...

You can't blame Lim for bolot-ing all the ball during PJ... I'm not doing well myself....

I don't mind receiving critics.. course .. I think I am playing poorly myself ... air balling .. missing lay-ups .. being lazy at the defensive end ... that's just not me.. Criticize me all you want .. course i know i deserve it ..

It's my fault... It's my fault we're missing free throws... It's my fault we lost both games... .. you know ... it's blamed.. you know it's my fault you know that we failed to tie the game up.. with I think there was a minute left.. yup that's my fault... It's my fault they get easy lay-ups... It's my fault you know.. that we're not executing well enough at the offensive end .. It's my fault that a couple of people in our team wanted Greg but ended up with Henry .. It's my fault I'm SORRY!!

The Reputation of Tracy McGrady has got to get of me.. otherwise what does it mean.. man... as much as I love this game.. you know and a... as much as I love what I've done in the past... It's still not enough .. and .. I tell everybody this .. I look back at all the games that I played.. and nobody expected me to win ... But I did .. I did .. but I'm talking about people outside looking in.. of course I'm gonna expect that.. course that's the type of confidence that I play with you know ... and we always got off the a great start .. but a.. we just didn't have enough .. I don't consider myself as an underdog ... If I don't win the next couple of games in the near future.. It will be a big disappointment on my part ... meaning ... I feel like .. . this is my team..! How far we go is riding on my shoulders .. It's on me .. If we don't win the next few games .. It's ON ME!!

Therefore ... Motivation ..?

I wanna step up .. I wanna expand my role .. I wanna step up like Boozer was killing me tonight and shoot jumpers ... that's really what I wanted ...

Haiz...

-tracy-